First night in Costa Rica! I’m sitting in a bar, just moderately tipsy, feeling called to share something with you. If you feel called to listen, please come take a seat.⁣

⁣This isn’t going to be my typical, well-thought-out, poetic and raw caption. But it’s written from my heart in real-time, while sipping a vodka, coming straight from my experience and onto your screen. Kind of like you’re sitting here with me. And that feels raw, too.⁣

⁣Three years ago I was at rock bottom in my life. And for 5 years prior to that rock bottom, I was indulging in everything to distract myself from the roots of my issues. ⁣

Alcohol. Drugs. Men. Disassociating.⁣

⁣Numbing my truth,⁣

Ignoring the whispers.⁣

Until the whispers got louder,⁣

And my guilt—stronger.⁣

⁣And still, I didn’t listen to my gut yelling at me until my accident.⁣

⁣Which brings us, again, to three years ago.⁣

⁣I was forced to get sober out of necessity. I couldn’t walk. I had to take medical leave.⁣

⁣And instead of feeling sorry for myself, like I had for 5+ years…. I decided to change my story. And that change started through one small, insignificant, little thing.⁣

⁣It wasn’t monumental.⁣

It wasn’t grand.⁣

It wasn’t some life altering epiphany.⁣

⁣It was just a willingness to understand that the way I was living wasn’t fulfilling.⁣

That I was meant for more than the way I was acting.

⁣So, one day three years ago, while laying in bed recovering—in a fleeting spark of faith—I picked up my computer…⁣

⁣And I googled:⁣ “How to to be happy?⁣”

⁣This was the catalyst.⁣

⁣I found mindset. ⁣

Self development.⁣

Then, manifestation.⁣

Spirituality.⁣

⁣I created 3 businesses.⁣

I’ve employed 25+ women.⁣

I coach women all over the world how to get out of their head and into their dreams.⁣

⁣And now, sitting here, writing this to you,⁣from a local bar in Costa Rica, ⁣

I’ve realized…⁣

⁣It’s not the grand actions,⁣

Or the massive quantum leaps.⁣

⁣It’s those little moments,⁣

Seemingly insignificant,⁣

Yet the most monumental,⁣

In which we build our dreams.⁣

⁣Just start with a Google search, and maybe you’ll see—that just maybe—you might find your dreams.